Heart Growing

Thoughts: Don't u miss him Heart: No dear its too much pain Desire: I miss it  Heart: It's too much pain Desire: I want to feel the touch Thoughts: I will imagine it for u Heart: U can do it but I will block it Desire: I felt it but I felt more pain I dont want it Heart: wise decision  Thoughts: I just took the words I read and made up story that's why I trigger the Desire. Desire: why would u do that to us. Heart: it's all cool now am here for u all. My love for u all is still here. Thoughts: But why do I feel I want someone. Desire is sleeping.  Heart: Good thing Desire is sleeping Thoughts is up to no good again. 

The way we connected was a miracle but also the way we started wasn't what I intended.  But why does this heart ache for your touch and love.  I want to feel ur lips on my mind and then I don't want it too, scared that I would be trap just like am now.  Want to be love but with freedom not hold on. Love like air or dandelion or bird with wings not cut.  This kind of love ❤ would be so great not owning anyone but both want to give to each other willingly out of love of giving and sharing.  Thankyou for making me know there is such true love ❤ out there still. My heart ache for ur touch and kiss.  Love u my mystery twinflame. 

 Attachment Internal  - your ideas, - your beliefs, - your opinions or viewpoints, - your memories, - a certain way of thinking - a particular quality or specialty, - a particular power, - a particular habits - either positive or negative External - people, - objects, - your physical body, - your position or role in your family, society or in your professional field, - money, - places, - physical comforts, - the way you look or dress up or carry yourself or your physical personality in general, - a particular skill, - a particular interest or hobby like watching movies, online social networking, etc. - your routine or a certain way of working at home or at the workplace, - respect from others, - how people see you or behave with you or what they think of you   After observing my own Thoughts and attachment. I was still having desire of wanting to connect with people to feel I belong somewhere. Turn out many are facing they own negative thoughts that is full ...

Wish  Why do we wish  Cause we don't have those that's why we wish. Can wish be selfish and if it does. Does it give other sorrow or take advantage of others if it doesn't at all then can I make wish nothing more I want then to get hug from someone who would love me just for once.  I need no money, no luxury, no diamond, no materials things cause it doesn't give the warm feeling like the warm love of hug given by someone who love us dearly.  Wish for just one person to give warm hug, where I could feel safe and nothing more nothing less.  Why does the tear falls down  Why does it feel pain to have no one to hug Why does it feel tired from always being strong. After the pain is release I feel nothing more just emptiness and then the healing start to happen.  Straight seem to come back like miracle, stronger then before grow bigger then yesterday and new upgrades.

How does it feel  Being touch by a men who u fine attracted too Being kiss on the lips who has given u goosebumps without a touch on the lips Why does the tear flow down so easily with joy or pain don't know 🤔  The tear is warm  But tear of God love is cool full of joy Why does the body react so fast to such attraction. Open heart talk can do all this then why does it feel hurt as well. Open heart talk to God I feel high and long goosebumps cool tears of joy but no pain in the heart.  Love is weird I can't seem to understand its concept. 

They help me by being fake They help me by blaming me for they sorrow They help me by not loving me They help me by mentally abuse me They help me by hurting more  They help me by disrespecting They help me by not accepting me They help me to brake free from this trap of illusion world.  They help me to turn to divine I am grateful for all the lesson 🙏  That's why now I have taken divine as my companion and no one else.

Divine take my tears  Turn them into waterfall from spring that will norish the planets.  Turn the tears to joy of love for the people who need water to drink. Turn the tears into soft rain 🌧 that need awaken the dry land.  Turn the tears into snow ❄ let it freeze in the air and when it fall it spark like diamonds. Turn this sadness tears into something magical that will benefit many.  Thankyou my dearest Divine for always being at my side when I needed you the most. I have no one I could Turn to cause I would definitely need a warm hug but I got only wind with me here since the sun has gone down. 

Remember this day You were put down by family word questioning your parenting method, teaching child to help himself to take responsibility of his own doing was ur way of teaching. You were teaching the right things 👏 Divine like the way you have raise his son. Remember the child u got is never your is divine son alone you are just his teacher.  When u have power over yourself like behaviour, thoughts, action, words and personality. Nobody can take this power from you and shake you or push u down. Self discipline.

Business there is profit and loss We make account daily so we don't have loss in our investments. Did u know if you invest ur habit more into: Calmness  Purity  Giving Detach Peace  You will only gain profit from it. As for 5 vices are our loss 📉  Anger Lust Greed Attachment  Ego Why not make a chart of ur daily habit which habit is causing u loss and which habit causing u profit.  See for yourself the outcome of your investment. 💞❤💫

Love as Dandelion 🌾🌱 We may draw apart cause of misunderstanding but I have learn that when a frd want space respect them. Love in such a way that u let go set them free, even when they aren't ready to commit or misunderstanding or wanted they friendship but are not yet ready.  Everyone I meet online are like dandelion  There are so soft, cute and delicate. Treat them with love and caring but once it's time they want to let go of our care and love that we share to them.  Love is to set them free beautiful dandelion. Fly with the wind and settle down where u feel like take roots where there will experience lots of adventures in the end they themselves will spread the love ❤ their got with everyone and touch others ppl life with wonderful caring of they heart.  Blessing to all my beautiful soul friends Dandelion out there. 💛 May you go with the wind and explore all the places and keep only positive memories and share with all people u meet. Multiple ur l...

Kindness &Forgiveness to Our Ego  Give kindness, love and compassion to your ego ❤ why it got hurt what was the reason and go into it roots with self talk also with the help of divine (god) asking him to come help you to face ur ego. Imagine ego is a small child that is misbehaving, stubborn how would u teach this innocent child with control or with love, kindness, forgiveness and compassion.  We all have been controlling and suppressing our hurt and reacting out with anger just cause ego got hurt. Then we attach to the words of other and made it ours. Words can't hurt you, unless we ourselves repeat those words in our minds then that's self abuse.  When we neglected to give love and understanding to our ego once we get attach to the words spoken we react with anger greed arise of wanting good treatment from others and desire of wanting love rises base on ego being hurt. Once Ego is heal all vices will slowly disappear without much effort. All can become easy yogi jus...

Compromise  When we eat meat we compromise our mood. When we watch movies we compromise our habit. When we watch news we compromise our peace. When we look at our phone we compromise disconnection with our love ones. When we eat before praying we compromise gratitude. When we listen to gossip we compromise our boundaries. When we dependent on other instead ourselves we compromise our responsibilities. When we listen to arguments we compromise our calmness. We compromise many good qualities in ourselves for the sake of being like by our peers, society, family and friends.  Inspire by divine guidance

House is our Mind Imagine our House is full of poison, trash and polluted toxic. Would u continue to live there 🤔 or would u fine shortcut sell the house and start off at new place which is clean or start to clean ur house ? The house is ur mind.  If you go to clean house also it would slowly become dirty cause we never learn to clean our own house. If our mind is clean what ever is happening outside can't get in unless we open door and let them in. Now is time for you to close this house for renovation.

Moon 🌝🌛🌜🌚 We are just like Moon  When we feel sad is like we are in darkness 🌚 When we slowly start to open up our inner child 🌘  When we start to be honest with ourselves 🌗 When we start to love our inner child 🌖 When we start listening to inner child daily 🌕 We will shine so bright that who ever come near we can spot out their intentions from far away. Shine your light cause u deserve to be light. 

I was around family member but just wrong crowd. They wanted me to be someone am not I realise I am opposite of them which made me stand out.  I never felt I belong with ever crowd cause I have different view to life. Kindness and compassion was my habit I was Introvert I act to be extrovert but I know 😌 I belong to divine and no one else.  He embrace me when nobody did.  He lift me when I was broken. He Loved me when no one did. He listen to my word when no one did. He understood what I meant. He was kind when everyone was mean. He Show me who are fake and real. He taught me to learn from mistakes. He told me to learn from others mistake. He only ask one thing from me to Remember him always. He said he isn't in any temple but he is in our heart. He said talk to me and he will guide you. He said all negative people in our life are the one who make us stronger. Thanks them for making us find our true self. After I let go of expectation I feel relaxed 😌. I jus...

Practice make u master of that Do you Practice these daily: Kindness to oneself & others Forgiving to oneself & others  Accepting oneself & others  Humble to oneself & others  Compassion to oneself & others Loving to oneself & others Let go of expectation from others The more u Practice by doing this daily u will see the transformation in yourself. Be a example to see change in other. Be the Ripple effect

There are 3 type of people you will meet in your life time: 1. People who Love you base on conditions. 2. People who show there true color. 3. People who Love you unconditionally. Some will be so nice to you but with wrong intentions. Some will be nice to you only according to they moods. Some will be really mean to you.  Some will love to play mind games. How to protect yourself  Apply 11 Step into your life 1. Don't take anything personally (words and action) 2. Learn to Listen with open mind and heart. 3. Everyone have different beliefs, experiment it First then believe. 4. Just ask if you got doubt. (assumptions will only hurt urself and others) 5. Do your best with willingness of your heart. 6. Speak base on truth, love & kindness. speak clearly your true Intention. 7. When u expect something just tell them straight. Nobody can read mind. 8. Accept yourself as u r and other as they are. 9. Don't change others just focus on your changes.  10. Replace Control with ...

Which is more fulfilling 🤔  According to my experience and knowledge selfless Goals are for humanity and love for all but then we are living in this time where we are dependent on money to fill our body needs that's food, air we breath, water, roof on top of our head, clothes and materials things.  But then again if we really see the world from God point of view everything on this earth is our birth right free provided by nature: water, air, fruits, vegetables and plants. Then when ur realisation comes all the above has now been block by money in between we have become slave to money to get the money then u could get our birth right that nature provide for us for free.  Then ideas comes from divine guidance that if cut the middle man out meaning money out of the system all is left is nature that provided for us. We just have to do our part to work together in harmony and love for each other without money standing in our way. Then you all will say people will exploit the ...

I consider this earth 🌎 😌 as my family 💖all human being that live on this earth are my brother and sister. But our environment love labels 🏷 I still don't believe in labels I embrace everyone as me.  I learn from people behavior mistake they make and with their action. The momemt I made a change from stop watching entertainment I start observing people around me I got to learn alot from their mistake, choice and behavior.  I made some changes in me, I had to take on lots of courage to make a change many keep telling me its ok to let go of my rules and eat all food enjoy alittle but with my determination I saw the result of my experiment changes in me I started to love myself more, I get less mood swings, Started to see everything in different perspectives, more confident, more faith, more kindness, more compassion, more trusting, more caring, more understanding, more loving, more calmness, more mindfulness, more stable, more peaceful and see beauty all around me. 💖 💕...

Which beauty would u fall for what lies on the outside or within.  Leaves 🍃 🍂 🍁  Changes its color just like our face but we make so much effort to keep the beauty outside looking young but slowly the beauty within fades away with self absorb then when end of time comes we shall regrets not taking care or making effort to make inner beauty with our habits of being compassionate, kind, humble and loving.  Books 📚 Cover are so shiny and beautiful but it doesn't mean that the information inside is full of positivity, loves, compassion, understanding, acceptance and kindness. It can only be full of information that doesn't benefit anyone for long term towards happiness.  Check yourself today are u making an effort to create beauty within or just on the outside. 

If anyone complain take a bucket 🪣fill with water and splash💦 on the person to cool off 😎 To cool off anger is with water 💧 not fire 🔥 You should also get ready to be splash💦 back incase they think you are annoying them 🙃  Splash💦🪣 to cool off 😎 🤣😅

Instead of saying good morning to anyone why not try saying. Blissful morning  Fabulous morning  Fun morning  Calm morning  Relaxing morning  Loving morning Exciting morning  soothing morning Aren't  you tired of always have to be GOOD  I mean look and observe everyone always ask hope u are good 👍🏼  what if: I reply 🤔  today I wasn't a good girl but very stubborn 🤣😅 or say: no today I wasn't a good person I did this and that 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️😅🤣 Good morning or Good night  🤔🤣😅  I just got up , I haven't notice I was good or bad 😅  I am going to sleep I don't know will my sleep be good or bad I might be very stubborn in bed then 😅  or kicking everyone in bed then what or I might be making lots of noise with the snoring sound. 🤣😅😆🤔🙈🙊😂🤣😅 Aren't  you all tired of always have to be Good 👍🏼  for everything?? Goodmorning  Goodnight  hope u are good are u having a good day  When is Time...

Flower all shape, size and color give joy to everyone who see them but as human we also come in all shape, size and color this should definitely make u see that we can also give joy to other not from the beauty we have on the outside but beauty within our hearts ❤, Thoughts we think of others they can change the vibes. If Flower could talk we wouldn't want them in our garden cause they will never stop talking 😅🤣 and we talk whole day never give ourselves a break from talk to be in silence so we could observe our thoughts instead of reacting to it.  Silence of our words and slowly when u just observe the thoughts coming and let it past on u will notice the art of let go.

 Imagination work like magic Just imagining of you touching my lips my body gets on fire,  Your hand touching my hand more electricity running everywhere Your desire of wanting me in your arm makes my heart beats so fast Imagining the taste of your lips in mine make me go wild cause I don't know how you taste, Imagining me kissing your neck and smelling your aura make everything goes fire work. The way you listen to me when I speak don't fall asleep, excited to listen to what I have to say and so do I love to listen to your voice it melt my heart. You have charmed me with your knowledge, aim, goals, honesty and kindness. Love happen when I was ready to let go and you appear.  I am attracted to your mind and soul  your voice is just the bonus. I wish I have met you before this time or I was born at the same time as you I am glad there is gap in-between us if not I would definitely go wild for you. I would want to grow with you and learn new things with you  explo...

Balance your inner world and outer world Always fine time to do nothing just practice being in your inner world where u can day dream plant garden in your mind, spread creativity within imagination of what you want in life. If you notice family members around you older people they seem not to love being by themselves cause they have never learn to create inner world and when ur inner world has been neglected the maya will come in to take roots. Then it becomes really had for you stay alone cause the roots of maya has grown into biggest thorn of trees full of pain, guilt, anger,  ego, lust,  attachment,  depression,  anxiety, sadness and fear. That you don't want to face your inner world so love to fine something from outer world to make us not scared of our inner world that we never took time out to love ourselves. Outer world is for the body needs but we have become soo obsess with short term happiness and it easy, fastest way to get it. Many keep on ...

Mistake  When we make mistake own up instantly don't hold back or get resentment cause that will cause u to lose your state of mind, peace and happiness. Mistake are healthy for us to learn, grow and make us better version of ourselves. If we never make mistake I feel many things wouldn't be discovered.  Not all mistake has positive outcomes, mistake of drinking while driving cause accident or mistake of judging people without knowing them first or mistake of spreading lies or mistake of ending relationships cause of our own expectations, not accepting our partner behaviour and making assumptions never have open communication. mistake comes in all form and all have consequences of our own action and reaction towards obstacles we face daily.  Destiny is in your hand mistake are lesson to help you make better decisions and have the Destiny u like and want. But many don't want to take responsibility of one action, decisions or reaction to all our mistakes.  ...

Love me not with what you see with your eyes Love me not with what you want me to do Love me not with what you expect from me Love me not when you touch my body Love me not when you get something from me Love me not when I obey you Love me not when I listen to you But  Love me how we are alike  Love me when it remind you of yourself Love me only with purity thoughts Love me like we are new born baby Love me when we enjoy each other company with purity Love me even when we don't talk for days Love me like we are one Love me the way you Love yourself.

To Understand someone one must learn to understand oneself more deeply before understanding others. Listen to your inner desire, needs, wants, doubt, making up story and are there base on three filters  1. Truthfulness  2. Goodness 3. Useful   > Is the truth what I am thinking about or story I made up or heard from someone or am I making assumptions (making up story) > Is the thoughts good does it help me make me feel good about it. why am I not feeling what is the reason behind it.  > Is the thoughts Useful for me Is it cause me more pain or joy.  ☆ The more u question yourself what u are feeling and the more you start to understand yourself. ☆ Then apply honesty to understand your reason for feeling low or down ☆ You will be able to understand others more easily just mastering in understanding oneself 

                            Have u ever notice why people Love beautiful Bird and lock them up in the Cage big or small but very small limited space for them to fly. Ugly bird are free to fly anywhere they want just cause nobody is interested in them just cause their aren't beautiful on the outside.          Imagine a Girl born to have not beautiful face but her heart is beautiful will you ever give her a time of day just to spend time to get to know her instead of looking or asking how she look like.              "Never Judge the Book by it Cover" why this quotes has such a powerful meaning but everyone just use them as quote but never really apply it in they daily life itself.                I remember one line that got stuck in my head "You may love your dog but dog is your slave" I couldn't understand that but ...

Love conditions  They will Love you only if you fit in they belief system  They will Love you only if you be what they request They will Love you only if you fit in with they words They will Love you only if you change yourself for them They will Love you only if follow They conditions Pure love can only be found in divine and Unconditional Love from divine.  Unless someone choose to give unconditional love 💘💕💗❤ then u found your Twinflame if not that is just love with conditions nothing more. Remember you are wonderfully made if you love yourself nobody can hurt you unless you let them into your heart. Don't let anyone into your heart unless you are sure that is unconditional love ❤💕♥💖 Avoid yourself from hurt and pain. 

 There are 4 type of people who have children 1. Intentionally want children for the right reason 2. Intentionally want children for the wrong reason 3. Unintentionally get children cause of not protected sex 4. unintentionally get children cause of over protected sex 4. Want to experience sex and love but also have lots of fear that might get pregnant in the end there fear come true, some cant raise there own , some give there child to who want to adopt and some who are not aware of there action throw there child sadly to see that happen.  3. Enjoy sex and love so much forgot to protect themselves or educate themselves of the consequence that would happen if there did get pregnant and outcome have to quite school, give they child to their mother to raise, sacrifice they dream to raise this child with lots of condition loves and some give for adoption.  2. Want someone to carry there surname, run the company or business the parent own, want to past on they knowledge to th...

 I feel the home is in my heart but I keep them open just for divine to get in I am scared of this fragile heart it still need lots of strong foundation.  You could be the one but it will take time for me to know if you are really the one, When am alone I think of you; want to imagine you being by my side how it would be like, would we cuddle or will you tell me to go cook food or would u join me in the kitchen. If you live in my mind you would see paradise but all I can say in this paradise there isn't any phone cause I got you next to me why would I need any gadget to distract myself when I have you by my side to give me company, Would we read books and exchange notes do farming together and during free time painting our home with many colorful every step have rainbow colors.  Sitting on chair made by me from all plastic DIY work 😂 Living with just simple things not too much things to make us happy as long as we got each other back. 

My heart still beat for you and will always have ur name and memories.  This heart want to be near u doesn't know why. maybe you are the first that this heart love. But u are gone we could only be friends but not lover. I know this much if you got someone else I would still send u and ur family lots of love unlimited 💗💕 always. 

Don't wait  ... let's imagine you want to give flower to your family (Flower = Love) Have a Garden in your Mind but you never took time to take care of the garden in your mind to grow all beautiful flowers 💐to give and share them with ur family but instead u just give them empty bouquet with no flowers in them the result would be no peaceful, happiness would turn into emptiness, love will also feel fake and laughing will be looking for in media instead with each other. Now You started notice that the garden you neglected had all kinds of weeds took roots it's full of unpleasant plants with thorns, some flower stick to your clothes wouldn't let go also hurt it tichy as well. U started taking out the thorns but it hurts your name & you fall down to cry cause nobody wants to give you helping hand to clean your garden (mindset - Thoughts). Your first priority should always be you meaning take care of your mindset with mindfulness practice, self talk, meditation &...

My heart say Oh sweet love you give me joy like no other, Love the way you smile that melt my heart  The way u share ur pain, time and a phone call. Don't know why u care for me but I love that they is someone cares for me. I want to be girl again but you aren't near so I still need to be alpha again. You give me hope there is still love for me , that somebody would care for me and love me. Other then myself.

You aren't a burden to anyone remember this if anyone even if it's your love ones or frds or strangers say this that mean there mind is toxic and full of dark clouds, they can't help it so to dump out there negative thinking to someone near by picking some hurtful comment just so there could get rid of they negative trash mindset. It wasn't really about u in then first place.  People words are like weather someday cloudy ⛅,  thunder ⛈,  lightning 🌩,  sunny 🌞,  rainbow 🌈,  rain 🌧 if you can be stable with weather then be stable with people words too.  Just imagine when u are happy how do u act or say and tone of your voice. Now when u get upset your tone of voice changes also words too.  Same things happen to all people but only few knows the are of responsibility of there emotions and self control. 

 Honesty Many are afraid of being honest even with our children, love ones, our parents, teachers, media and entertainment has BIG Part to play here Teaching us and guiding us to have these qualities in our life and it becomes our habits: Lying - to get absence from school (If we were honest but still wasn't allow to get holiday but after lying we did what is the point of being honest in the first place) Assumption - Teacher teach us to make assumption of the incident, math's solution, picture stories and assumption about people, cultures and country. Wrong and Right - was taught in school by our teacher what is wrong and right why not replace those words with mistake and learn. Learn from mistake and if make same mistake again get to the root of the cause sometime not understanding can tend to make the same mistake again. Judgement - teaching judging our grade evaluate our knowledge what we learn so far, judging our character and later teach us to do the same thing. (Wow what ...

 Why do we crave 😋💓Love?             I was in search of the real meaning of Love. Was looking for Love like I have experience this blissful feeling before but I am unable to find it here, wanted to understand what is love really and how to love correctly that doesn't bring pain like everyone else is experiencing.          Till today I still have memories of what Love should be like I was introvert I never dare share my feeling cause scared God like people would and society would crush the love I have for the world, people and nature around me. I only wanted to see good in people I have this believe system since childhood that nobody was born to be bad there wasn't bad or good in Love Language for me. Slowly I grew up observe people around me they behavior taught me there didn't know how to love hoping there was school that teach how to love sadly that kind of school is not available. 😂 What was I thinking back then.  ...

Not being around people I am ok but once I get the taste of being close to someone,  Why does this heart want to feel hug and physicals touch just to make sure that person is really in my life. Then again my heart say to let go of all this illusion of connection cause am still trap in the cage of desire of this body consciousness. Why do I need to be soul conscious? So you don't become too attach to anyone and still live your life in peace without having desire when you are in body consciousness. Is it wrong to just have someone I could feel they touch, hug and stroke of they hand on my face and getting the sense of they body smell just to feel they are for real in my life.  Is not wrong at all to have those feeling but at what cost just be patience with yourself enjoy the touch, hug that you getting from your son. I want to live alone so I don't have this desire of wanting someone cause already living with someone still make me feel like am living in pin and needles. I want t...

When you are hungry for your favorite meal you buy them, cook them or if remember the meal u love a lot so u wanted to learn how to make it.  What if we also do the same with love, everyone is hungry for unconditional love but there never got it and how there have this memory of unconditional love we all might have experience it before but just don't remember where. Being introvert taught me that I should be comfortable for who I am, accept myself, don't have to compete with others, have fun with my life learn explore and treat everyone the way I wanted to be treated even if they still don't treat me right I shouldn't change myself to be just like them then the war will never end.  After practice mindfulness, unconditional love and meditation to give me power of self control I started to notice when I speak alone with god and visualize his love for me unlimitedly I felt more happy around him and being myself also got confident back. This was the love I was looking for u...

            Being introvert is blessing💖, cause we notice how people react, behave and talk💬 to each other bring pain. These small little things we notice and want to go inward to check why we get emotions to they words so easily, what cause us to hurt ourselves when infect we only wanted to give love and get love in return.              When we couldn't fine save group of people who we can share our deep inner secret, feeling, desire and thoughts. We start to compare ourselves with others, feeling sorry for ourselves and wishing we were like them who are extrovert.  But slowly when I start to ask many important question to myself I discover that being Introvert is a blessing in disguise how you ask lets see the question below that I ask myself. 1. What if I talk to someone new today be myself and honest as well? I did that experiment you wouldn't believe the result I got just being honest to stranger about my bad p...

When you experience any emotion the come to the surface is your inner child crying for attention, but we avoid facing our own child by distracting ourselves or suppress inner child with substance of drugs, alcohol and self abuse instead of giving your inner child attention of love. Our mind is like our child when its started to cry, the mind starts getting irritated, angry or hurt. Withdraw for a minute from activity and heal the child, talk to the mind and change the quality of thoughts.  Events <--------->  Thoughts <-----------> Emotions When we were kids we choose to be happy rather then be good, but our god like figure taught us to be good rather then be happy. Getting condition love from our family member made us forget our joy of life; our family (were taught the same pattern of up bringing) suppressing our emotion and feelings with shaming, blaming, not accepting us as we are, controlling us instead of finding out why our inner child is acting out.  Wh...

Cycle of a Tree 🌳 from small little seeds it grows and become a tree it nature is to give, fruits with seeds in them and Oxygen for us to breath.  Cycle of a Human🧘‍♂️🧘‍♀️🧘 from baby grows up and do his/her deeds then past on the deeds to next generations to generations. (pattern are filled with conditions love cause we don't know what happen after dead). Cycle of soul💫, spirit🌟 (atma🧘‍♀️), atoms🌌, energy⚡ (what ever labels u give) travel into human body play the role of life on earth, playing role in autopilot, few who play role in manual and enlighten ones knows the knowledge of souls itself but able to live fearlessly, no guilt, detach observer but miss using the knowledge to gain power for themselves. Only few soul who have really awaken, have become soul conscious but still need to make full effort from the drama of life and detach from body conscious.  To past this test of life to go to kingdom of heaven.  One must make these effort just like whe...

When u trust someone full heartedly and when u have disagreement they use those information against you 🤦‍♀️ just to hurt you. First lesson learn - this person can't be trusted, but heart is pure so its say "its ok dear u love to share just share but if he use it against you just don't react to it". Second time trust and have disagree later other day then they use it again to hurt u intentionally and didnt react they try there best to provoke us. Second lesson learn - why is he provoking me, heart say he wanted ur reaction but don't act on it cause u are not like that. Third time trust and then disagreement happen I am ready, stable & calm. Because now I know what is going to happen next, they use it against me also provoke me and when I didnt react they made sad face saying ok I am bad right and leave the room. Third lesson learn - Now why do I feel guilty 🤔 heart say you shouldn't feel that cause u did nothing wrong u never break they trust or ...

Have u ever notice why when u are feeling joy, peace or happiness its coming from your heart but not from ur mind.  Feeling comes from thoughts that we are thinking about it whole day over and over again.  When ur thoughts are saying "am not smart, am not normal, nobody loves me and so on all the thoughts are speaking against you not loving you"  Remember You are Not ur Mind.  You heart desire unconditional love, unlimited happiness and unlimited laughter.  Your Inner child want to come out and play🤾‍♂️🤸⛹ being yourself but your Mind is stopping you.  Because without we knowing 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♂️🤦‍♀️🤦we are listening 👂🦻to unloving 🗯💬words from people around us, like our family, friends, classmates, Teachers, Strangers and many who we look up too also give us conditions love meaning "there mind🗯 is also speaking bad🙊 to them so there are giving you the same message from there mind 🗣💭to ur 🗯mind".  When you all were small innocent child ...

 Attachment (📎 paperclip vs staples )                We can learn a lot from paperclip and staples is another meaning as attachment we use paperclip to attach paper together sometime not just one or two but lots of paper together making into stories and that becomes a book. But once we don't have paperclip we cant put the paper together and new invention happen staples now that is permanent. Paperclip can be detach as for staple is permanent attachment even if we do take out the staple the marks are still there. If we take our life as paperclip leaving good memories without hurting the paper same apply to human being heart. Practicing to be paperclip hold on the person but not to strongly and learning to let go by detaching yourself same apply to family members, father, mother, brother , sister, relatives, friends, boss, couples, wife, husband, babies, house, material things, possession, money, status and roles that we play everyday.  B...

Heart is Flower (heart is in need of help) Many want to pluck it  some just want to admire it some just want to smell it some want to play with it then ignore it  some just want to display it some want to booked it for advance uses some want to changes it color some want it to grow bigger gives more fragrance some want to distory it replace it with fake  some want to poison it  flower keep blooming even the surroundings it's not friendly. flower never gives up flower want to strong  flower love giving fragrance  flower love sharing it nectar sadly this time flower wants a helping hand of a gardener. Am looking for gardener 

Life Journey I Question everything around me but my instinct told me to find out myself instead of asking my Parents, Teacher & Adults. I started studying observing people around me learning from their mistake  Nothing is permanent. Life is an experiential journey and you can aspire to do your best. Each individual should be conscious, alert, watchful and be open to experiment with life. You should seek to find out what gives you peace, makes you blissful, and gives you serenity. Don't get attached to the role we play daily. We are here to build our life values, habits, learn, experiment, explore and  connect with each other in positive ways.  Time doesn't exist. (It is a label that humans created.) Even our name is a label. Religion, language, material things, gender, identity and nationality falls into the same category.  All is an illusion created by our feelings and it can be changed the moment you choose to change it. Going within (Meditation 🧘‍♀️) to find ...

 I fine being 😀😅 naughty is more fun then being boring😑😒 and 😐serious.  Having childish👶👼😆😂😁 attitude towards life it's color 🌈full of fun and games.  Naughty teasing with your love once but with stranger you might feel uncomfortable to be that childish, fear always comes in "what if there misunderstood me", so I choose to be clear and honest with my words. When ever I am behaving inappropriately with stranger I always inform them of my intention so that there don't have to make up there own story of my action, notice when I feel comfortable around anyone I tend to be more friendly😌, teasing😉, loving😍, caring😇 and naugthy 😏 just piss them off in a good way. 

             Never felt alone cause I always have nature as my company love around me. Blue Sky🌎 always brighten up my day with the softness touch of the clouds. Wind 🌀 changing me and giving me awesome hug everyday without stop every wind gives different feelings. Sunshine 🌞 brightly showing me the view of nature full of beauty.  Rain ⛆ best lover I could ever ask for always at my side sadness or love giving chills. Moonlight 🌕🌑🌒🌓🌔🌙🌚🌛 shine it awesome light in the darkness of night with lots of love guiding me not to afraid of the dark, its shine always make me full goosebumps. Star 🌟🌠 shine bright always far or near fall or just passing by wonder of the world outside in the space. Animals 🐈🐀🐕🐜🐛🐠🐌🐦 visit my balcony everyday beautiful song there sing, bees busy collecting honey from flower give me joy to see nature at my door step, getting to talk to cats, dogs, butterfly, caterpillar, birds I got so many friends to talk to sa...

Loneliness to Alone  Transformation from loneliness need to face many these emotions: expectation, doubt, fear, anxiety, accepting, approval and wanting love from the outside.                    Being lonely it isn't fun ride but also need to face the real fact of life, I started self talk in my darkness days when I was going throw this loneliness face. Alone in the Room I made list of what I wanted to not feel this loneliness and from my answer of the list I always end with the word love. It got me curious why want love from others why cant I create love for myself with that question it got me thinking and I wanted answers read the books about Wild Love since it had the word love in it so the moment I started reading I couldn't stop cause it has all the answer I was looking for like: why people behave that way, why don't there understand me, why do I need to change myself, why do I have to sacrifice myself, why and why and why on a...

Crying 😢😭😿 Today am letting myself cry for the love I gave and am happy I learn to give even though I didnt get it back. Connection I had was good soul levels but it was all a fake not real I feel but I enjoy every moment of it cause I learn to Love again and more over I started to Love myself more unconditionally.  just Today I want to cry my heart out for few second and come out stronger. 🥲🥲🥰

Nobody is ever boring, this word was created (label) by society having different point of view don't hold on to imagine of what others expect from you and create that mindset we are boring. For me I feel boring is fun cause we just want to be simple and not associate with people who likes drama, making assumptions, doubts, having expectation and judging. we choose not to be all that and then everyone label us "boring" from they perspective of view about us nothing more.

                    Having a friend or someone to hangout with is full of blissful feeling, getting to spend time even just on the phone make one's realise the value of having a friend to talk too being yourself and not getting judge.           Having same concept of life and view about how we should treat each other 😌. I believe that we should always treat other the way we want to be treated with honesty and not making judgement of their past, action or behaviour. As long as we are comfortable in hangout with each other nothing else matters.            Not having attachments in friendship is also another blissful feeling cause respecting each other boundaries, there isn't any expectation, giving them 100% attention that's the value of friendship in my opinion.            Thankyou to one special person who made me realise value of ...

                              It's hard to deny what heart desire having someone special interested in you and want to spend they time with you without second thought, helping you emotionally and push you when you needed motivation. Having just a company no need for attachment just a friend or someone who have similar point of view. Not feeling alone in this illusion world being awake sometime feel down and only person who can life me up is me in the End. I like how my intuition guide me and let me observe my emotion that comes with lots of sadness but not to act on or hold on too long to these emotion cause the side effect it only bring despair make one lose motivation to do anything.         Many music🎶 lyric does give me emotional pain haha😆 but if I stop listening to all music I got nothing left to listen so why not learn to face all this music but not getting too emotional or attac...