Emotion and Feeling
Not being around people I am ok but once I get the taste of being close to someone, Why does this heart want to feel hug and physicals touch just to make sure that person is really in my life. Then again my heart say to let go of all this illusion of connection cause am still trap in the cage of desire of this body consciousness. Why do I need to be soul conscious? So you don't become too attach to anyone and still live your life in peace without having desire when you are in body consciousness. Is it wrong to just have someone I could feel they touch, hug and stroke of they hand on my face and getting the sense of they body smell just to feel they are for real in my life. Is not wrong at all to have those feeling but at what cost just be patience with yourself enjoy the touch, hug that you getting from your son. I want to live alone so I don't have this desire of wanting someone cause already living with someone still make me feel like am living in pin and needles. I want t...