Heart Growing

  My Dream Relationship I want a relationship that values happiness over being right. I want a relationship that values kindness over pointing out who’s wrong. I want a relationship that values honesty over dishonesty. I want a relationship that chooses openness over hiding. I want a relationship that feels like home, not a battlefield. I want a relationship that feels equal, not like a pedestal. I want a relationship that observes with care, not to weaponize. I want a relationship where physical touch comes from love, not performance. I want a relationship that truly listens, not pretends to. I want a relationship that seeks bliss, not flaws. I want a relationship where I feel seen, not invisible. I want a relationship that feels safe, not unsafe. I want a relationship that plays in love, not in mind games. I want a relationship that teaches us to face fear, not feed it. I want a relationship that is soft, not walled off. I want a relationship where love exists—not one where I hav...

Touch me with grace Touch me with gentleness  Touch me softly Handle me carefully  Handle me with compassion  Make love to me  With ur soul, mind and body ✨️  Awaken all my senses with ur Touch  Awaken divine in me with ur divine ✨️ in you 

Will shouting help to heal someone Will scolding help to heal the sick Will angry help sick person get better Is that how you want to have your last conversation with the one you love If a Child get sick would scolding make it all better. If death comes without knocking your last talk was only scolding your love one.  How would you be feeling ? Worry is not love Love is always kind Love is always speaking with compassionate  Love is just speaking softly  If love is to shout If love is to scold If love is to boss around If love is to control other  If love is to give fear If love is to not trust If love is to putting your love one down If love is to show who is write  Then this love isn't love at all Then why love at all  Why waste your energy for such love

Love is not in the show piece Love is not in having more space Love is not in having beautiful home Love is not in following orders Love is not in having many clothes Love is not having lots of money Love is not who is right or wrong Love is not in complaining  Love is not in asking other make ur life easy. Love is understanding  Love is accepting Love is openness  Love is ok to have less space Love is adjusting  Love is freedom Love is respecting others Love is unlimited  Love is having no condition 

Men are like Rose 🌹  Women are like Lotus 💮 Men have to go through hardship of thorns before become a Rose Women have to go through dirt before become a Lotus  both beautiful in its own way can't compare.

How does it feel  Being touch by a men who u fine attracted too Being kiss on the lips who has given u goosebumps without a touch on the lips Why does the tear flow down so easily with joy or pain don't know 🤔  The tear is warm  But tear of God love is cool full of joy Why does the body react so fast to such attraction. Open heart talk can do all this then why does it feel hurt as well. Open heart talk to God I feel high and long goosebumps cool tears of joy but no pain in the heart.  Love is weird I can't seem to understand its concept. 

Love as Dandelion 🌾🌱 We may draw apart cause of misunderstanding but I have learn that when a frd want space respect them. Love in such a way that u let go set them free, even when they aren't ready to commit or misunderstanding or wanted they friendship but are not yet ready.  Everyone I meet online are like dandelion  There are so soft, cute and delicate. Treat them with love and caring but once it's time they want to let go of our care and love that we share to them.  Love is to set them free beautiful dandelion. Fly with the wind and settle down where u feel like take roots where there will experience lots of adventures in the end they themselves will spread the love ❤ their got with everyone and touch others ppl life with wonderful caring of they heart.  Blessing to all my beautiful soul friends Dandelion out there. 💛 May you go with the wind and explore all the places and keep only positive memories and share with all people u meet. Multiple ur l...

Kindness &Forgiveness to Our Ego  Give kindness, love and compassion to your ego ❤ why it got hurt what was the reason and go into it roots with self talk also with the help of divine (god) asking him to come help you to face ur ego. Imagine ego is a small child that is misbehaving, stubborn how would u teach this innocent child with control or with love, kindness, forgiveness and compassion.  We all have been controlling and suppressing our hurt and reacting out with anger just cause ego got hurt. Then we attach to the words of other and made it ours. Words can't hurt you, unless we ourselves repeat those words in our minds then that's self abuse.  When we neglected to give love and understanding to our ego once we get attach to the words spoken we react with anger greed arise of wanting good treatment from others and desire of wanting love rises base on ego being hurt. Once Ego is heal all vices will slowly disappear without much effort. All can become easy yogi jus...

 Imagination work like magic Just imagining of you touching my lips my body gets on fire,  Your hand touching my hand more electricity running everywhere Your desire of wanting me in your arm makes my heart beats so fast Imagining the taste of your lips in mine make me go wild cause I don't know how you taste, Imagining me kissing your neck and smelling your aura make everything goes fire work. The way you listen to me when I speak don't fall asleep, excited to listen to what I have to say and so do I love to listen to your voice it melt my heart. You have charmed me with your knowledge, aim, goals, honesty and kindness. Love happen when I was ready to let go and you appear.  I am attracted to your mind and soul  your voice is just the bonus. I wish I have met you before this time or I was born at the same time as you I am glad there is gap in-between us if not I would definitely go wild for you. I would want to grow with you and learn new things with you  explo...

 I feel the home is in my heart but I keep them open just for divine to get in I am scared of this fragile heart it still need lots of strong foundation.  You could be the one but it will take time for me to know if you are really the one, When am alone I think of you; want to imagine you being by my side how it would be like, would we cuddle or will you tell me to go cook food or would u join me in the kitchen. If you live in my mind you would see paradise but all I can say in this paradise there isn't any phone cause I got you next to me why would I need any gadget to distract myself when I have you by my side to give me company, Would we read books and exchange notes do farming together and during free time painting our home with many colorful every step have rainbow colors.  Sitting on chair made by me from all plastic DIY work 😂 Living with just simple things not too much things to make us happy as long as we got each other back. 

 Why do we crave 😋💓Love?             I was in search of the real meaning of Love. Was looking for Love like I have experience this blissful feeling before but I am unable to find it here, wanted to understand what is love really and how to love correctly that doesn't bring pain like everyone else is experiencing.          Till today I still have memories of what Love should be like I was introvert I never dare share my feeling cause scared God like people would and society would crush the love I have for the world, people and nature around me. I only wanted to see good in people I have this believe system since childhood that nobody was born to be bad there wasn't bad or good in Love Language for me. Slowly I grew up observe people around me they behavior taught me there didn't know how to love hoping there was school that teach how to love sadly that kind of school is not available. 😂 What was I thinking back then.  ...

            Being introvert is blessing💖, cause we notice how people react, behave and talk💬 to each other bring pain. These small little things we notice and want to go inward to check why we get emotions to they words so easily, what cause us to hurt ourselves when infect we only wanted to give love and get love in return.              When we couldn't fine save group of people who we can share our deep inner secret, feeling, desire and thoughts. We start to compare ourselves with others, feeling sorry for ourselves and wishing we were like them who are extrovert.  But slowly when I start to ask many important question to myself I discover that being Introvert is a blessing in disguise how you ask lets see the question below that I ask myself. 1. What if I talk to someone new today be myself and honest as well? I did that experiment you wouldn't believe the result I got just being honest to stranger about my bad p...

Loneliness to Alone  Transformation from loneliness need to face many these emotions: expectation, doubt, fear, anxiety, accepting, approval and wanting love from the outside.                    Being lonely it isn't fun ride but also need to face the real fact of life, I started self talk in my darkness days when I was going throw this loneliness face. Alone in the Room I made list of what I wanted to not feel this loneliness and from my answer of the list I always end with the word love. It got me curious why want love from others why cant I create love for myself with that question it got me thinking and I wanted answers read the books about Wild Love since it had the word love in it so the moment I started reading I couldn't stop cause it has all the answer I was looking for like: why people behave that way, why don't there understand me, why do I need to change myself, why do I have to sacrifice myself, why and why and why on a...

                              It's hard to deny what heart desire having someone special interested in you and want to spend they time with you without second thought, helping you emotionally and push you when you needed motivation. Having just a company no need for attachment just a friend or someone who have similar point of view. Not feeling alone in this illusion world being awake sometime feel down and only person who can life me up is me in the End. I like how my intuition guide me and let me observe my emotion that comes with lots of sadness but not to act on or hold on too long to these emotion cause the side effect it only bring despair make one lose motivation to do anything.         Many music🎶 lyric does give me emotional pain haha😆 but if I stop listening to all music I got nothing left to listen so why not learn to face all this music but not getting too emotional or attac...

  Dancing 💃with your eye 😌close is the best feeling of all. And if dancing 💃 to Havana Song with nobody to see your dance move just let it all go with the flow, wild care free, touching 😏every part of my body making love movement with my body let it all go loose yourself to yourself no regret there. Making up your own move let it all go 😘and be awesome you. 💖 Biting your lips turning yourself on with the music playing in the background and with wild dance move nobody to check you out except yourself. I love me and my dance move. 

  Cold chill wonderful Rain you make me feel chill and heat at the same time, like you want to make love to me as I love you like anything beautiful, sparkling, Diamond and yet nobody can touch you cause you slip away or dry up Rain. I want to Dance with you Rain; the way out feel against my skin gives me goosebumps all over.  You are the best Lover then anyone I could ask for Rain. Love you soo much Rain. You calm me down when am angry or when I am sad or crying nobody knows cause you protect me with your Rain and when I am in need of someone touch just dancing with you make me forget everyone. I got you in my heart always forever Rain. My Sweet wonderful Rain. 

You don't need anyone to love you, I love you always my dearest Ann you are wonderfully made your heart is full of love to give and Your Angel shall guide you who to give and you will not get hurt. But for now give yourself love, time, self improvement and fine your passion and love your son unconditionally.  Love 💗 the way 💧 Water give you to drink without expectation Love 💗 the way 🌞 Sun shine give light to the earth and grow vegetation. Love 💗 the way 🌳 Tree give Oxygen. Love 💗 the way Wind give the feeling of freshness.  Love 💗 the way 🌏 Earth give wonderful fruits and vegetables. Love 💗 the way 🌠Space that remind you this is all an illusion of life.  Love 💗 the way 🌈 Rainbow give colors to your life. Love 💗 the way 🌕 Moon give is soft light and restful sleep.  Love 💗 the way 🌟 Star shine brightened up your night. Love 💗 the way 👶 new baby give without condition.  Nothing is permanent Let go of this attachment to role play, relationship, l...

I want to be fade away forgotten by everyone and with that I want to experience the real connection within be lost in the world where no one remember me except the divine remember me, wind, earth, water, sun and moon. Cause am part of them and there are part of me. Everyone around me say am negative I don't see love, I don't see love I feel love and what everyone is doing it isn't love. Love is gentle, kind, compassion, soft spoken, sweet, understanding, listening, sharing and laughter.

My love for you is growing and fading Sometime I can't live without you and someday I miss you dearly. I dont like to beg or demand for attention from pass experience have taught me well the outcome is only painful. So I love myself so much that I will let go of this pain by releasing my love to divine let him guide me instead. I surrender my love to you Divine Light  I will only let ur voice guide me. My heart belongs to you divine 💕. 

I love you my wildness,  Am going to keep you forever and we would go enjoy the world and explore the wildness together one day for sure, but for now am going to create different wildness of peace, compassion, caring, kindness and gentle. Dearest Wildness u will always be the part of me, and I love you dearly so please be patience with me once am ready we will go explore the world together for now let just enjoy in the moment for now.