Heart Growing

                            Have u ever notice why people Love beautiful Bird and lock them up in the Cage big or small but very small limited space for them to fly. Ugly bird are free to fly anywhere they want just cause nobody is interested in them just cause their aren't beautiful on the outside.          Imagine a Girl born to have not beautiful face but her heart is beautiful will you ever give her a time of day just to spend time to get to know her instead of looking or asking how she look like.              "Never Judge the Book by it Cover" why this quotes has such a powerful meaning but everyone just use them as quote but never really apply it in they daily life itself.                I remember one line that got stuck in my head "You may love your dog but dog is your slave" I couldn't understand that but ...

When you are hungry for your favorite meal you buy them, cook them or if remember the meal u love a lot so u wanted to learn how to make it.  What if we also do the same with love, everyone is hungry for unconditional love but there never got it and how there have this memory of unconditional love we all might have experience it before but just don't remember where. Being introvert taught me that I should be comfortable for who I am, accept myself, don't have to compete with others, have fun with my life learn explore and treat everyone the way I wanted to be treated even if they still don't treat me right I shouldn't change myself to be just like them then the war will never end.  After practice mindfulness, unconditional love and meditation to give me power of self control I started to notice when I speak alone with god and visualize his love for me unlimitedly I felt more happy around him and being myself also got confident back. This was the love I was looking for u...

Life Journey I Question everything around me but my instinct told me to find out myself instead of asking my Parents, Teacher & Adults. I started studying observing people around me learning from their mistake  Nothing is permanent. Life is an experiential journey and you can aspire to do your best. Each individual should be conscious, alert, watchful and be open to experiment with life. You should seek to find out what gives you peace, makes you blissful, and gives you serenity. Don't get attached to the role we play daily. We are here to build our life values, habits, learn, experiment, explore and  connect with each other in positive ways.  Time doesn't exist. (It is a label that humans created.) Even our name is a label. Religion, language, material things, gender, identity and nationality falls into the same category.  All is an illusion created by our feelings and it can be changed the moment you choose to change it. Going within (Meditation 🧘‍♀️) to find ...

Crying 😢😭😿 Today am letting myself cry for the love I gave and am happy I learn to give even though I didnt get it back. Connection I had was good soul levels but it was all a fake not real I feel but I enjoy every moment of it cause I learn to Love again and more over I started to Love myself more unconditionally.  just Today I want to cry my heart out for few second and come out stronger. 🥲🥲🥰

  Cold chill wonderful Rain you make me feel chill and heat at the same time, like you want to make love to me as I love you like anything beautiful, sparkling, Diamond and yet nobody can touch you cause you slip away or dry up Rain. I want to Dance with you Rain; the way out feel against my skin gives me goosebumps all over.  You are the best Lover then anyone I could ask for Rain. Love you soo much Rain. You calm me down when am angry or when I am sad or crying nobody knows cause you protect me with your Rain and when I am in need of someone touch just dancing with you make me forget everyone. I got you in my heart always forever Rain. My Sweet wonderful Rain. 

Surrounded by family but don't feel close to anyone nor do anyone understand or accept me, I have learn to Love and accept myself and never stop improving myself not to be accepted by people around me but for my own mental health and peace of mind.  Am Surrounded by fake, condition and full of expectation Love that make ones want to know more about this Love its all about truly. Love isn't something you can learn from school, university or from family unless you are lucky enough to get parent who give you unconditional love. I had to read from books, philosopher, bible, many other holy books and with one book that I had it with me for many year never bother to open or read it was right under my nose. "Pure Blise and Wild Love by Gill Edwards" This book became my guide line for everything work, ppl behaviour, Relationship, Love and Parenting.  After I read it I felt in Love with the concept of Unconditional Love so to really experience this theory I had to practice it ...

Parenting (Part 17) Cherish Yourself - Just as you are Our Inner child is constantly wounded in childhood. Our parents, teachers and guardians do their best, but they are only human and cannot provide Unconditional Love. Most of us grew up learned & still believing that we only get love and approval if we do as we're told or be good which made us doubt ourselves and try even harder to get love/approval from others.  The Inner child cannot reason for itself - that is the job of the ego-self - so it simply accepts toxic beliefs as if they were literally true and stores them as information. "My eyes are brown, I have beautiful hair and I'm fat." It then goes on to prove such statements are true - sometimes throughout our lives! There is nothing wrong with you - apart perhaps from some false, toxic beliefs about yourself and life, which can be released.  Shame can also be healed by connecting with our inner wisdom. Our higher Self loves us Unconditionally....

Part 14 Open your Heart Whenever we speak from our heart rather than our head we speak from unconditional Love and wisdom we open ourselves to miracles. Love transforms everything.  Whatever the problem, in any kind of relationship, opening your heart almost always changes how you approach the situation and that affects how others respond. When you stop taking it personally, and look at it with an open heart, what do you see? What would your heart say in this situation? Opening your heart also allows us to listen - really listen to the other person.  Most of the time, our head are so full of thoughts about what the other person is saying, or how we feel about it, or what we're going to say next, that we're not really listening at all. Opening your heart means that your thoughts are still, and you feel loving, calm and fully present. Now - what is the other person saying?