Desire

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            It's hard to deny what heart desire having someone special interested in you and want to spend they time with you without second thought, helping you emotionally and push you when you needed motivation. Having just a company no need for attachment just a friend or someone who have similar point of view. Not feeling alone in this illusion world being awake sometime feel down and only person who can life me up is me in the End. I like how my intuition guide me and let me observe my emotion that comes with lots of sadness but not to act on or hold on too long to these emotion cause the side effect it only bring despair make one lose motivation to do anything. 

       Many music🎶 lyric does give me emotional pain haha😆 but if I stop listening to all music I got nothing left to listen so why not learn to face all this music but not getting too emotional or attach to the words. 

       Ones must have High💪 will power too face many obstacle of thoughts 💭that trigger by music, movies, people or just story you hear make your thought run like machine and bring up all desire, expectation, loneliness, lust, relationship, emptiness and condition love. Mind that is ready to manipulate you but not giving them a chance to come into the thought process. While typing this I was observing and getting emotional but didn't cry much few tears😢, smile 😌and laughter 😂at the same time. 

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