Heart Growing

My Crush is like a ride on the Bus I was ready and excited to sit at bus stop cause I would get to meet my crush and when I sat on the bus there he is sitting with his headphones 🎧 I just walk up to him and confess, we had a good conversation it was the best ride on the bus. Next day I get excited again I get to experience new experiences with a blush and excited to hear what my crush would say all I got was one line 😅 then I the excitement faded cause crush wasn't interested 😅 I don't feel excited to sit on bus so I stop going then come only when I want to share my own story of excitement 😅 then disappear for days then when I was on my own routine bus they he visited me on the bus in my route I got excited but then crush had to get off quickly 😮‍💨 then I realized I was chasing 😅 crush which wasn't even love one-sided 😅 only. When time when by I learn lesson but didn't chase anymore and one day had to visit someone in that route so sat on the same bu...

Balance your inner world and outer world Always fine time to do nothing just practice being in your inner world where u can day dream plant garden in your mind, spread creativity within imagination of what you want in life. If you notice family members around you older people they seem not to love being by themselves cause they have never learn to create inner world and when ur inner world has been neglected the maya will come in to take roots. Then it becomes really had for you stay alone cause the roots of maya has grown into biggest thorn of trees full of pain, guilt, anger,  ego, lust,  attachment,  depression,  anxiety, sadness and fear. That you don't want to face your inner world so love to fine something from outer world to make us not scared of our inner world that we never took time out to love ourselves. Outer world is for the body needs but we have become soo obsess with short term happiness and it easy, fastest way to get it. Many keep on ...