My mind is Manipulating Me

Heart: Missing different tone heart beat can't stop thinking about this sweet soul
Mind: You always fall for the wrong guy, all ignore you cause you are not worth it.

Feeling sad 😥

Heart: Its ok he is studying for exam its important for him for his future.
Mind: He just ignoring you, you become too clinging he dont like it.

Feeling more low heart breaking 💔😢

Heart: Don't listen to the mind its lying to you.
Mind: Yeah if am lying why hasn't he care to call or text u first. You always text him first he dont like pushy girls.

Heart is about to get broken 💔 into peaces suddenly

Heart whisper: Dont listen to the mind its manipulating you, you know deep down who is right. Take control of your emotional.

Heart ❤ healed 💓 💖 look brand new bigger stronger 💪 then before.

Mind: when in hiding no where to be seen or hear its voice.

Beware: Don't let your mind manipulate you with the past experience and doubt your love once, trust is only path to healthy relationships. 

Am a Star

Today I choose to be a star

Many people see and admire me I feel so good,

Couple come and sleep under my light and I see them have each other.

Today I wanted to dance and glitter many got excited with my shine. 

I love the attention people gives me.

But why do I still feel so alone. 

Today I decided I wanted to leave the night sky and see where I land many got excited am leaving how weird are these ppl.

I shoot out of the sky and left in styles.

To be continued 

2 Heart become 1

I never knew my heart has it's own voice. Sitting quietly watching the tree and birds I hear it whispers soft yet so sweet like a little child. 

Hearts call out saying "sing with the birds" and I sang the bird response I dont understand.

Heart ❤ say "look at tree and talk" I talk and couldn't stop I felt really good.

What is this good feeling am getting?

Heart spoke again "talk to stranger" I talked and I brought smile to they face.

Wow!

Heart speak "feel the rain" I extend out my hand and feel it rain touch my skin.

Goosebumps all over

Heart speak louder "hi how r u feeling today" I reply not good and my heart listen to me I spoke alone but didn't feel alone.

Amazing feeling

Excited Heart started to act for me making new friends online. I got excited too.

Warm feeling 

Heart found another Heart it beats in different tone but heart started to feel scared and shy. I was confused 

What's this feeling

Heart couldn't stop thinking about different tone of heart. Heart was too shy to speak ask me to help. I talk with him became friend.

Heart got really excited

This time the heart wouldn't want to come out but keeping distance, I was confused I ask it get more excite and anxious.

I just smile and understood.

Heart spoke very softly sweeter then ever wanting me to step aside and talk straight to him wanting to touch his heart. 

💞💓💗💖 Warm, Electric running, Old connection in the past long forgotten.

Heart was a child get really excited when he is online dont know why. I act brave for the heart.

Heart decided to give part of the heart to him. Felt his heart was warm full of delight movement ♥. 

I ask heart "what is this feeling" heart say it's Love.

Being strong means

Being strong means

able to be stable even when u are surrounded by people would wound your soul. 

It means self-care when you're hurting

It means honoring your feelings by actually allowing yourself to feel and express them.

It means treating yourself with compassion and kindness you deserves it. 

It means doing what makes you happy and being with people who make you feel good. 

It means asking for help when the weight of the world has become too much.

It means giving yourself permission to get your needs met by setting boundaries.

It means to take care of yourself.

It means to love yourself when no-one is ready to give, so give yourself.

It means not taking things personally, it was never really about you.

It means everyone have they own opinion nobody is wrong, we just have different beliefs.

It means we accept our as we are and other as they are. (edited)

I am a Flower

I am a flower

I change color according to my moods,
sometime I have thorns,
sometime I attract lots of bees,
my fragrance travels further then me,
Sometime I just don't want to bolloom,
sometime I freeze in time
I love rain but too much make me sick
Sun shine on me make me smile
too much sun make me burn over and over again
My nature is to give,

but people walk by dont care just pluck me
expect me to give them happiness
throw me cause didn't fulfil they happiness.
I lose will to live when nobody care to
nurture me only want from me.

My purpose is to give and also want to be taken care of. All woman is a flower that give different feelings to everyone but we forgot that flower can only grow and give forever when its taken care of. 

Arrange Marriage

Arrange Marriage (dont sell ur soul) for unhealthy relationship 

Am not a property 

Am not possession 

You have taken all but nothing in return only despair.

When u feel like it u hold me

Leave me in the corner expecting me to be fresh

Wanted more love from me but u push me down brake my spirit.

Pretending u didn't do anything wrong.

You make me feel uneasy around you.

You want bachelor life but just like the idea of marriage. 

**Attention to all guys if ur parent want to arrange ur Marriage check yourself if you are ready to give not just like the idea of having someone but not attend to it. all girls are like flower need nurturing, care and attention.

and If your parent can't let you go to live ur own life dont get married teach them to let go first then get married.