My Crush is like a ride on the Bus
I was ready and excited to sit at bus stop cause I would get to meet my crush and when I sat on the bus there he is sitting with his headphones 🎧 I just walk up to him and confess, we had a good conversation it was the best ride on the bus. Next day I get excited again I get to experience new experiences with a blush and excited to hear what my crush would say all I got was one line 😅 then I the excitement faded cause crush wasn't interested 😅 I don't feel excited to sit on bus so I stop going then come only when I want to share my own story of excitement 😅 then disappear for days then when I was on my own routine bus they he visited me on the bus in my route I got excited but then crush had to get off quickly 😮💨 then I realized I was chasing 😅 crush which wasn't even love one-sided 😅 only. When time when by I learn lesson but didn't chase anymore and one day had to visit someone in that route so sat on the same bus with him we had awesome talks about old days it's seem like long ago but it wasn't really that long, but don't know why when I get to chat with crush I felt so good, I had to pause he already got off the bus my stop past many time I still kept on sitting hoping crush would get on then I realized it wasn't about the crush it's about having no conversation with another that got me being brave to walk up to strangers just so I could have someone to talk too. For my routine of travel was full of excitement only with myself and I didn't have anyone I could share it with.
It does sound sad isn't it emotions has become my friends instead and some emotions has become my lover too that emotions is excitement, childish and fun of games. I imagine a companion for myself that is always at my side when I needed someone ✨️ and when I wanted to be alone companion is at work ✨️ 💖 all I have to do is just imagine now. I still ride on bus with excitement cause I still get to meet my crush 😍 but this time just enjoy the present next day new place, next day new people and when free I just imagine. 💫💖 when sunsets come grateful for the best memories then release those beautiful memories let it fly away ✨️ for its time to end the day with rest ✨️ 😌. Restful sleep 😴 💤 💖
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