Heart Growing

Life Journey I Question everything around me but my instinct told me to find out myself instead of asking my Parents, Teacher & Adults. I started studying observing people around me learning from their mistake  Nothing is permanent. Life is an experiential journey and you can aspire to do your best. Each individual should be conscious, alert, watchful and be open to experiment with life. You should seek to find out what gives you peace, makes you blissful, and gives you serenity. Don't get attached to the role we play daily. We are here to build our life values, habits, learn, experiment, explore and  connect with each other in positive ways.  Time doesn't exist. (It is a label that humans created.) Even our name is a label. Religion, language, material things, gender, identity and nationality falls into the same category.  All is an illusion created by our feelings and it can be changed the moment you choose to change it. Going within (Meditation 🧘‍♀️) to find ...

 I fine being 😀😅 naughty is more fun then being boring😑😒 and 😐serious.  Having childish👶👼😆😂😁 attitude towards life it's color 🌈full of fun and games.  Naughty teasing with your love once but with stranger you might feel uncomfortable to be that childish, fear always comes in "what if there misunderstood me", so I choose to be clear and honest with my words. When ever I am behaving inappropriately with stranger I always inform them of my intention so that there don't have to make up there own story of my action, notice when I feel comfortable around anyone I tend to be more friendly😌, teasing😉, loving😍, caring😇 and naugthy 😏 just piss them off in a good way. 

             Never felt alone cause I always have nature as my company love around me. Blue Sky🌎 always brighten up my day with the softness touch of the clouds. Wind 🌀 changing me and giving me awesome hug everyday without stop every wind gives different feelings. Sunshine 🌞 brightly showing me the view of nature full of beauty.  Rain ⛆ best lover I could ever ask for always at my side sadness or love giving chills. Moonlight 🌕🌑🌒🌓🌔🌙🌚🌛 shine it awesome light in the darkness of night with lots of love guiding me not to afraid of the dark, its shine always make me full goosebumps. Star 🌟🌠 shine bright always far or near fall or just passing by wonder of the world outside in the space. Animals 🐈🐀🐕🐜🐛🐠🐌🐦 visit my balcony everyday beautiful song there sing, bees busy collecting honey from flower give me joy to see nature at my door step, getting to talk to cats, dogs, butterfly, caterpillar, birds I got so many friends to talk to sa...

Loneliness to Alone  Transformation from loneliness need to face many these emotions: expectation, doubt, fear, anxiety, accepting, approval and wanting love from the outside.                    Being lonely it isn't fun ride but also need to face the real fact of life, I started self talk in my darkness days when I was going throw this loneliness face. Alone in the Room I made list of what I wanted to not feel this loneliness and from my answer of the list I always end with the word love. It got me curious why want love from others why cant I create love for myself with that question it got me thinking and I wanted answers read the books about Wild Love since it had the word love in it so the moment I started reading I couldn't stop cause it has all the answer I was looking for like: why people behave that way, why don't there understand me, why do I need to change myself, why do I have to sacrifice myself, why and why and why on a...

Crying 😢😭😿 Today am letting myself cry for the love I gave and am happy I learn to give even though I didnt get it back. Connection I had was good soul levels but it was all a fake not real I feel but I enjoy every moment of it cause I learn to Love again and more over I started to Love myself more unconditionally.  just Today I want to cry my heart out for few second and come out stronger. 🥲🥲🥰

Nobody is ever boring, this word was created (label) by society having different point of view don't hold on to imagine of what others expect from you and create that mindset we are boring. For me I feel boring is fun cause we just want to be simple and not associate with people who likes drama, making assumptions, doubts, having expectation and judging. we choose not to be all that and then everyone label us "boring" from they perspective of view about us nothing more.

                    Having a friend or someone to hangout with is full of blissful feeling, getting to spend time even just on the phone make one's realise the value of having a friend to talk too being yourself and not getting judge.           Having same concept of life and view about how we should treat each other 😌. I believe that we should always treat other the way we want to be treated with honesty and not making judgement of their past, action or behaviour. As long as we are comfortable in hangout with each other nothing else matters.            Not having attachments in friendship is also another blissful feeling cause respecting each other boundaries, there isn't any expectation, giving them 100% attention that's the value of friendship in my opinion.            Thankyou to one special person who made me realise value of ...

                              It's hard to deny what heart desire having someone special interested in you and want to spend they time with you without second thought, helping you emotionally and push you when you needed motivation. Having just a company no need for attachment just a friend or someone who have similar point of view. Not feeling alone in this illusion world being awake sometime feel down and only person who can life me up is me in the End. I like how my intuition guide me and let me observe my emotion that comes with lots of sadness but not to act on or hold on too long to these emotion cause the side effect it only bring despair make one lose motivation to do anything.         Many music🎶 lyric does give me emotional pain haha😆 but if I stop listening to all music I got nothing left to listen so why not learn to face all this music but not getting too emotional or attac...