Suicidal Thoughts
Suicidal Thoughts visit again. Want to Quit Want to go back to being formless Want to be atom and not human Emotions that can't express with people around me. They emotions is allowed as they emotions is valid it should be express freely. However my emotions is not allowed it's being ignore and not listen too. Did I do such things to them in the past. Is this pay back time I don't remember doing it 🤔 I want to remember so I can learn and not get tired of such treatment accept the truth that my emotions will never be validated. Only I can validate my own emotions. I am so tried, I want to cry out the pain and go numb then go quiet 🤫 and want everyone to just leave me alone. Do they see me as genie in the lamp making wishes and telling me they desire. Why not make themselves I am just normal human being I have no power to make anyone wish comes true. Is being wife to always fulfill others wishes don't I have a wishes is my wish not value 😕 am I invisible i...