Escape

Living with people who constantly complain, nagging, shaming, ordering in the name of family. I sometimes wish I was stranger for stranger are treated with kindness but with family more like abuse. 

I want to escape from this surrounding. Am always on guard for attack can happen any second, minute or hours. Words are like knife 🔪 I was already dead 2yrs back even though now am strong but still need to stand guard cause of surroundings. 

I want to be mentally strong that family or others people words doesn't even have power over me. Divine ✨️💖I realize being in body consciousness there is no safe space I love being innocent but this surrounding doesn't allow me to be me.