Heart Growing

I was lost in my own heart and mind. When you came along into my life. You had no name nor want to be attach all you ever wanted was to find yourself in someone's else I could be wrong.  When we started to interact about manything I felt good in my heart ❤️ For you completed what was missing in me healthy conversation that I never got. Even though some of the topic that interested you I have move past those topics for it only created lot of distraction and down fall for me. Every night 🌙 I looked forward for your text hoping it will fulfill the emptiness in me. Our conversation was always decent full of light ✨️ and love 😂🤭. Love of conversation 💕  Am grateful 🙏 for coming into my life and appreciate our friendship conversation 💖✨️. 

Living with people who constantly complain, nagging, shaming, ordering in the name of family. I sometimes wish I was stranger for stranger are treated with kindness but with family more like abuse.  I want to escape from this surrounding. Am always on guard for attack can happen any second, minute or hours. Words are like knife 🔪 I was already dead 2yrs back even though now am strong but still need to stand guard cause of surroundings.  I want to be mentally strong that family or others people words doesn't even have power over me. Divine ✨️💖I realize being in body consciousness there is no safe space I love being innocent but this surrounding doesn't allow me to be me.