How I destroy my wall

Everything inside of me was lively it love Everything then someone say silent it slowly inside me build up a wall 🧱 when anything small excite me someone say silent it then build up another wall 🧱 again and again it get excited again and again someone don't like what I am again I build a wall I was trap inside the wall that now I could hear the wall talking back at me with so much pain I wanted it to stop but the wall 🧱 voice was so loud I fall down and cry then one day the wall whisper saying nobody love you I cried I didn't want to end my life but wall said do it do it do it many more abuse words I wasn't good enough nobody love you alot more then before I listen I cry out for help to divine 💫 He whisper softly and sweetly what do you want I said love ❤️ you got so much love in you why don't u give love to yourself with the help of divine ❤️ the wall fall down and old me die. 

New me born with lots of old walls brick I use them to climbs up to make me stronger 💪 ✨️ inside. The wall become a stepping stone for me to learn new things and I felt lighter, calm, joy, peace, safe and more love in my heart to give.