Heart Growing

My love for you is true but fear comes in from being too attach to you. I slowly fade away hoping it would be easy on you I try my best not to think of you and slowly your memory was like a flower ✨️ that once was in my garden but now your seed took a flight to take root somewhere else.. my love for you is still strong even though we hardly talk. You are like a sweet memory that I want to admire from far hoping ✨️ 💕 you would fine someone much better then me. 😊  sending the blessing of love ❤️ to you my dearest love if you do get to read this then you 💕 know. You were the love like a movie that will never end in my thoughts but now it's time for the movie to end cause you starting the new journey with a new story of love of your own. 

Without You Your mom wouldn't smile or try to make u laugh, your dad wouldn't get to hold you and give u a gentle kiss on forehead, your family wouldn't celebrate your birthday seeing everything should be perfect just for you, you wouldn't get to go to school and make new friends, family wouldn't scold you cause they worry too much just want to make u happy by being strict with you, they wouldn't buy you new clothes to wear or learn to cook ur favorite meal, take u to park or visit place there would never ever visit alone and most of all they wouldn't leave everything just to think of you 24/7 You were put here on earth for a reason

Got wisdom lesson when washing dishes  Tea stain that got stuck on plastic material, ceramic cup and glass cup all needed hard scrub to take off the stain but what about the stain in our body with those tea many drink daily without thinking 🤔 definitely the colon is full of stain of tea in them many think colon is not clean cause of other stuff what about when we clog our draining pipe same goes for our colon everyone eat time a day not giving stomach rest to work on other part of the body keep on disgusting its like we keep the blunder on 24/7 and keep adding food into that blunder that's how our body get heat up without mindfulness.

Improve ourselves  When we keep improving ourselves for better we raise our standards higher too without knowing. People we meet when some quality in them doesn't fit with our habits or principles we don't feel like hangout with them. Our standards keep improving and nobody can catch up so we come to a stage that all are in different levels of improvement of the person capabilities so we all end up alone in our own levels. Is good to improve ourselves and help those who aren't yet at our levels with our understanding, accepting and kindness ✨️ with our determination ✨️ of help those to reach they level of capacity but not be attach to glory of what we did. Be a light house to all those who have lost they way ✨️ and we would never feel alone. ✨️

Everything inside of me was lively it love Everything then someone say silent it slowly inside me build up a wall 🧱 when anything small excite me someone say silent it then build up another wall 🧱 again and again it get excited again and again someone don't like what I am again I build a wall I was trap inside the wall that now I could hear the wall talking back at me with so much pain I wanted it to stop but the wall 🧱 voice was so loud I fall down and cry then one day the wall whisper saying nobody love you I cried I didn't want to end my life but wall said do it do it do it many more abuse words I wasn't good enough nobody love you alot more then before I listen I cry out for help to divine 💫 He whisper softly and sweetly what do you want I said love ❤️ you got so much love in you why don't u give love to yourself with the help of divine ❤️ the wall fall down and old me die.  New me born with lots of old walls brick I use them to climbs up to make me stronger 💪 ...