Heart Growing

Sitting in the Cafe with family but feel the emptiness within as son enjoy his meal and father talk about food my mind wonder in the dream land where they is blissful peace and son is also in the dream land with me my attention is on him but not father for he isn't in the dream land with me. His energy is full of dark clouds so to be allowed in dream land of my mind I have to divine ✨️ guard 💂‍♂️ stand around me with divine ✨️ ♥️ of protection ✨️ incase of attack happen. The emptiness happens when don't have anyone to share my dreams with except with divine ✨️ and keep on alert at all time. Sometimes it definitely get tired to be on guard 💂‍♀️ 24/7.  Dreamland is definitely very safe and full of silence. Speak only when it's necessary. 

The way you shower ur love  At first I didn't know what it was Slowly the love u give and share it was something new to me I love to share love from beginning 💕 but also fear to show my full self  For wanting divine work to be done. Daily seeing your chat corner I want to share my life with you ❤️ 💕  The more I share the more I seem to feel comfortable near you. My heart feel calm and also same time to tease you. But I stop myself for I want it to go easy on myself with no expectations cause many past wound has been lesson wouldn't want to repeat them. I like your company for it bring out the child in me I can be myself more with you but not yet fully. Slow and steady is better then fast and furious 😏🥰 for I would definitely want this love connection to grow healthy, strong and stable.  Be patience with me for when I have share fully of myself to you and no expectations ✨️ then I would definitely know for sure this is all worth of all the effort i ask divine to g...