Heart Growing

Heart: Missing different tone heart beat can't stop thinking about this sweet soul Mind: You always fall for the wrong guy, all ignore you cause you are not worth it. Feeling sad 😥 Heart: Its ok he is studying for exam its important for him for his future. Mind: He just ignoring you, you become too clinging he dont like it. Feeling more low heart breaking 💔😢 Heart: Don't listen to the mind its lying to you. Mind: Yeah if am lying why hasn't he care to call or text u first. You always text him first he dont like pushy girls. Heart is about to get broken 💔 into peaces suddenly Heart whisper: Dont listen to the mind its manipulating you, you know deep down who is right. Take control of your emotional. Heart ❤ healed 💓 💖 look brand new bigger stronger 💪 then before. Mind: when in hiding no where to be seen or hear its voice. Beware: Don't let your mind manipulate you with the past experience and doubt your love once, trust is only path to healthy relation...

Today I choose to be a star Many people see and admire me I feel so good, Couple come and sleep under my light and I see them have each other. Today I wanted to dance and glitter many got excited with my shine.  I love the attention people gives me. But why do I still feel so alone.  Today I decided I wanted to leave the night sky and see where I land many got excited am leaving how weird are these ppl. I shoot out of the sky and left in styles. To be continued 

I never knew my heart has it's own voice. Sitting quietly watching the tree and birds I hear it whispers soft yet so sweet like a little child.  Hearts call out saying "sing with the birds" and I sang the bird response I dont understand. Heart ❤ say "look at tree and talk" I talk and couldn't stop I felt really good. What is this good feeling am getting? Heart spoke again "talk to stranger" I talked and I brought smile to they face. Wow! Heart speak "feel the rain" I extend out my hand and feel it rain touch my skin. Goosebumps all over Heart speak louder "hi how r u feeling today" I reply not good and my heart listen to me I spoke alone but didn't feel alone. Amazing feeling Excited Heart started to act for me making new friends online. I got excited too. Warm feeling  Heart found another Heart it beats in different tone but heart started to feel scared and shy. I was confused  What's this feeling Heart coul...

Being strong means able to be stable even when u are surrounded by people would wound your soul.  It means self-care when you're hurting It means honoring your feelings by actually allowing yourself to feel and express them. It means treating yourself with compassion and kindness you deserves it.  It means doing what makes you happy and being with people who make you feel good.  It means asking for help when the weight of the world has become too much. It means giving yourself permission to get your needs met by setting boundaries. It means to take care of yourself. It means to love yourself when no-one is ready to give, so give yourself. It means not taking things personally, it was never really about you. It means everyone have they own opinion nobody is wrong, we just have different beliefs. It means we accept our as we are and other as they are. (edited)

I am a flower I change color according to my moods, sometime I have thorns, sometime I attract lots of bees, my fragrance travels further then me, Sometime I just don't want to bolloom, sometime I freeze in time I love rain but too much make me sick Sun shine on me make me smile too much sun make me burn over and over again My nature is to give, but people walk by dont care just pluck me expect me to give them happiness throw me cause didn't fulfil they happiness. I lose will to live when nobody care to nurture me only want from me. My purpose is to give and also want to be taken care of. All woman is a flower that give different feelings to everyone but we forgot that flower can only grow and give forever when its taken care of. 

Arrange Marriage (dont sell ur soul) for unhealthy relationship  Am not a property  Am not possession  You have taken all but nothing in return only despair. When u feel like it u hold me Leave me in the corner expecting me to be fresh Wanted more love from me but u push me down brake my spirit. Pretending u didn't do anything wrong. You make me feel uneasy around you. You want bachelor life but just like the idea of marriage.  **Attention to all guys if ur parent want to arrange ur Marriage check yourself if you are ready to give not just like the idea of having someone but not attend to it. all girls are like flower need nurturing, care and attention. and If your parent can't let you go to live ur own life dont get married teach them to let go first then get married.